Sentenced.. now what...

[Case-Ahn-13]

Well its safe to say i have no faith left in humanity anymore. The monsters run the world now I'm sure of that.. 

Court on friday was proof enough of that.. only reason im not in jail is that i flipped the script and spoke up for myself, directly to the judge. Why? I was being humiliated and shredded by my own lawyers.. i had to get some truth, some reality into the situation and it made a big difference.. well only to where i sleep each night for the next few years that is.. 

you can have sobriety but never recover. i was living it,

but now i just don't have any care left in me to try stay clean at the moment. 

Where is the justice in that? 

The devil really does exist. 

[DogMan79]

Hi @Case-Ahn-13 

I missed any back-story prior to this post. Which makes it hard to follow

[Case-Ahn-13]

@DogMan79
How far back do you want me to go, so it's easier?

[Noblegnosis]

Good morning, @Case-Ahn-13 

Im glad to hear that you advocated for yourself in court and that is very courageous of you. It seems a new legal team is in order.

I can sympathise with you on substance use, and it is a very difficult road but you aren't alone in that journey, people care for your well-being. 

You have overcome so much!

Kind regards 

Noble-Gnosis

[Case-Ahn-13]

@Noblegnosis thank you for your support.. I'm so angry with this whole situation i can't think straight. The only thing i can do is appeal on the grounds of misrepresentation and try and get a re-start at the whole thing but i am just so tired of getting smashed around and kicked in the guts when i don't deserve it..<br>The charges should have been tossed out beginning of last year coz of illegal search and other things. Raging that i copped what happened in court, feels appropriate...<br>I wasn't going to jail sober so i picked up and honestly, the f it's have hit pretty hard to be honest.<br>I just need... help.. with each mess I'm upside down in.. but i know there is no help for any of it and I'm too exhausted to do it all on my own again.. i can't..

[SunsetSunrise]

Hi @Case-Ahn-13 

I can hear just how exhausted, angry and defeated you’re feeling right now. It sounds like this whole process has left you feeling repeatedly knocked down, and reading your words, I can understand why it might feel like you’ve been carrying more than anyone should have to carry alone.

I also noticed you sharing that you picked up after court and that things have hit really hard. I'm glad you reached out here instead of holding all of this by yourself. Reaching out when you’re feeling this overwhelmed takes strength, even if it doesn’t feel that way right now.

I'm wondering what support is around you while you’re sitting with all of this? You mentioned feeling like you can’t keep doing it all on your own, and I'd really like to understand a bit more about what’s helping you get through these moments right now. 🤍

-SunsetSunrise