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[jazz]

hey @Ybother sounds like you are having a tough time at the moment. You have gotten some support from members so thats great. Also reach out to other supports that you have apart from here, and also lifeline is available to listen and be there should things escalate for you. Please take care of yourself through these difficult times 

[Ybother]

@jazz @Thank you I call all the lines, I just think I need a new place, 

your all laughing at me out side, it's not working 

[Ybother]

It was never going to work with a manipulative environment, I wish it to be the way it was before the last 5 years.

im sick of the constant poking and prodding, it's been the worst experience of my life 

[traveller]

Hi @Ybother , i'm not sure if you are talking about the forum or other areas of your life but hope you are okay? It sounds like people are supporting you on here....At the moment i cant get on to the email so have to check in via the post. Please contact Lifeline 131114 if you are needing more support as this is not a crisis support service. Take care of yourself.

kind regards

Traveller (moderator)

[Ybother]

@traveller @Iv been manipulated and abused for 5 years.

honestly I think it was better when I was in my room with no one talking to me. I was actually happier, iv had everything in my life torn apart by this manipulative group of people.

I never wanted this experience, it's been awful the worst experience of my life.

becouse of these people I have been in and out of hospital countless times.

this never happened before this stupid system that was never going to work, because it was underhanded and disrespectful.

I expected more from the people I entrusted (the medical and social system) to be helpful not harmful. 

I have news on the system that someone put together, it doesn't work it never was going to. 
pushing drugs into someone against there will and knowledge is never going to work.

[Ybother]

@traveller @I'm just totally creeped out by the whole experience, honestly I feel totally violated, right now I'm 100% uncomfortable 

[Oaktree]

@Ybother 

Hi,

I know things have been really hard for you and that you are sick and tired of living where you are currently. I hope that you are ok. I am just checking up on you. I know we don't know each other but I care about your safety. Sorry that you are in such a negative place right now.

All the best,

Meggle

[Ybother]

@Oaktree @Yer I'm over the sausage feast masculine driven bull crap to be honest, it is exactly why I'm unhappy.

iv decided I hate men 

[Oaktree]

Hi @Ybother 

I am glad that you are ok.

best wishes 

Meggle

[Ybother]

@Oaktree @I was ok, it's going to be a very long road back to good after such an awful experience.

 I'm just glad it's over and there is a hope I can remove myself from it and move forward.