Thanks for the tag @RiverSeal My first psychosis was in 1993, yes 32yrs ago when I was a young adult. I've had various hallucinations, auditory, visual, olfactory. I've had multiple psychosis episodes and hospital admissions over the decades. I too have schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder as I also experience depression. My recovery has been a journey of ups and downs but overall a line of progress. I have managed to study and work, I was married for a long time and from that I have two beautiful children who are nearly young adults now! I have struggled with medication side effects too and also worry about my possible shortened life expectancy. Ive gained weight, have had tremors (taking another medicine for that now) and I still struggle with motivation. Having said all that, the medication has saved my life. Ive taken antipsychotics and antidepressants over the years and remain on an injectible long acting antipsychotic now. If I was talking to someone new to a diagnosis or a family member of someone who has been diagnosed with schizophrenia... I'd say research and find out about the illness to understand what you/your family member is going through. Lack of understanding can break relationships if ppl don't separate what is the illness and what is the person. It's an illness that impacts nearly every facet of your life so insight and understanding is so important. My recovery has been helped mostly by loving and supportive family and friends, medication and a determination to not let this bring me down. It's not an easy journey, actually it's really shi**y but there's beauty in recovery. I have relied on doctors, forums, support groups and case managers throughout my recovery. And information, I'm always reading about the latest research and approaches. The silver lining for me is an empathy for other people with struggles, from which I hope I can help others
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