Good Morning

[Glisten]

@Gremlin24 on Friday my lawyer warned me that I would have an adrenaline low.

I did not realise how much and how long, I had been pushing myself.

Physically, I feel like I’m moving slowly.

Having time to think and consider.

My point is adjusting to a new normal, can be difficult.

It could also be that the temperature dropped by 15*degrees. Dunno 

As @Meowmy says “Life is hard.”
Now if we could just get some rain 🌧️ for the paddocks.

[Gremlin24]

@Glisten having to go through court takes so much out of you, I've spent years going through them and it's so incredibly draining. You don't realise how hard you have to fight and how much you push yourself until after the fact. 

Be gentle with yourself and take some time to recover. 

Life is definitely hard and I'm not sure it's a matter of adjusting to a new normal. It's just that things are so all over the place and I'm trying to work out which way is even up. 

Anyway today is hot here and I don't want to move from my bed. So here i lay with tears streaming down my face, soaking my pillow, my mind an absolute mess and I'm just not sure of what happens next. 

Hope everyone has a good day, but if someone can hit the fast forward button so I can make it through that would be great. Today someone else can hold that hope and light for me, cos today I'm just not feeling it. 

@Ru-bee @rav3n @Jynx @PeppyPatti @avant-garde 

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Gremlin24 of course I can hold that hope for you. I'll keep it going until you're ready to take it on again ❤️ 

[Gremlin24]

Thankyou @Ru-bee. I'm hoping the day gets better but right now it's just blah and I'm full of emotions. 

[tyme]

Hey @MJG017 , 

Feels like we haven't connected in yonks. How are you travelling?

Hey everyone @MDT @saturnzoon @Glisten @Shaz51 

[Judi9877]

Good morning and good afternoon @tyme @Ru-bee @Gremlin24 @Glisten @MDT @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @greenpea @TAB @PeppyPatti @Jynx @rav3n @Meowmy @MJG017 @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Oaktree @avant-garde @Paralyzed @Clawde and all forumites here today. I hope the day has been good for you. 

@Gremlin24 Great job in seeking out support!

@Shaz51 I hope the rain stops soon for you!

@MDT I hope you find a new job soon.

@Oaktree Great work with the studying!

As for me, I did seek mental health support last Thursday to a poor reception however I got a better response when my housemate called the service on Friday to the point where the service visited me at home on Sunday to see what support I needed. I’m on a list to go to the local PARCS service soon so that’s positive and I’m meeting with the locum psychiatrist tomorrow via Telehealth to look at getting my meds reviewed after 4 years being on the same meds. My housemate is in and out of hospital for her issues which is making it hard for me as I’m not enjoying being home alone without her and it’s been mentally hard for me. I’ve been working on a new knitted blanket in squares for myself to help deal with the insomnia issues at night and I’ve also been watching MAFS and Australian Idol as well to keep me entertained at night. My property manager is being hard to deal with as she’s trying to say we haven’t paid rent which we definitely have done with my housemate having the bank receipt to prove it along with contacting her bank as evidence. The property manager is being a nuisance with texts and emails daily to add to my stress and that of my housemate. Oh, and the old property manager and previous landlord has decided to send a debt collector onto us for money they think we owe from the old property which we know they can’t do as we’re protected due to being on a Centrelink benefit. Basically, my life is just peachy right now with things going on in my life LOL! Hopefully things improve sooner rather than later!

Take care and stay safe!

Judi9877☺️🌻

[tyme]

Hey @Judi9877 , I hope things improve for you. I'm sorry to hear it's been so hard at home without your housemate. At the same time, good on you for finding ways to stay distracted.

Hope you hear from PARCs soon. It will be good respite. 

[MJG017]

@Judi9877 

Well, it seems you have a lot going on.  Those property managers can be painful to deal with.  It makes you wonder if they know they're wrong, but just hope people will pay them to make them stop harassing them!  I really hope you can get all that sorted soon, and both you and your housemate can both get a little stable happy home life soon.

[Jynx]

Thanks for sharing @Judi9877!! So much going on, I hope all this house stuff gets sorted soon!! 🤞

[PeppyPatti]

Thats very annoying re money stuff. 

It makes me feel @Judi9877 

It's all 

Very unnecessary as these money issues have nothing to do with you and then I think 

Exactly that is also happening with me dealing with. A carer who is very similar to me ...........wants to see me not getting paid while more NDIS funds get through. ....I was like this for years, over caring doing my job but I don't want her seeing me while she's not being paid !! It's making me feel very shakey and unbalanced.  but the issue has nothing to do with you and it's an unnecessary problem. !! 

Yeah ide miss who I live with heaps. Actually I'm too ill to go to Albany to visit an old friend so this is our first time apart after getting married........

I'm waiting for the dentist to see my poor old missing tooth that fell out last night ...... I'm pretty sure he gives me a discount.